rndm

This is not some motivational text just an outburst of sad feelings when you're fed up just

wanted to know if there are people who can relate..
Some times you wish somebody would ask you how it feels...how much it hurts..so you could pour out  all

your feelings gurgling inside you and burning every inch of you.you wanna let it all out at once.but

there's no one who asks who cares for real who is worth sharing .u feel nauseous and intoxicated like

everything u once knew and owned is swept far away from you and you feel mortified but nothing will

help you out of it.and the people you thought who cared about you or loved were probably just some

jerks who are busy with themselves or people who want you but don't need you and people who have

better things to do than listen to your feelings people who are good with words and who have perfected

the art of feigning your importance.in the end its just you and yourself,your silent hurt story,your

mortifying heartaches,your sad experiences your own highs and lows and its just terrifying when you find

out that this is just the beginning and more heartbreaks are yet to come and when you hear people say

"it'll soon be over and good things will happen","bad times are always followed by good times"you cant

help but to think that that's just some lame BS because your bad days have only gotten worse with

time,your scars have only gotten deeper and it seems like nothing good will ever come out of it but the

only result of this pain will be a new colder you  a new hurt you with 0 chance of being vulnerable to

anyone again.so you question why keep your hopes higher only to have them slaughtered again why 

let what little of your heart is left to be shattered again?